Frustrated... (>0<)

Have you ever felt hopeless before? Even when you had went through all those troubles and obstacles, yet your attempts were futile?

Well, i did... For this movie plan, we (Yen Cheng and i) had contributed ours efforts to the maximum, but still the plan had to be cancelled. And after all those inconvenience i just could not content myself to just sit by a corner and be mute. NO!!!! I will not!!!!

I do not mean to blame other people, but sometimes his style is so much like Kingman in "The Game Plan". If you have never seen this movie, this Kingman guy will never say no to anybody. It is as if he thinks himself as a god who could resolves all problems. Por favor! You are just a human being.

He promised he will lend us the car. Then, he promised his friends that he will drive them home. If they were to leave early, we might be able to go for the movie. But he said to discuss after the show which means we will miss the show.

Then he called. By that time, there was no point in going. It was already late. I was really frustrated at the point. I was ready to burst.

I do not know his part of the story, but i do know one thing. You can only trust yourself. By this, i do not mean that friends cannot be trusted; it is just that it is better if you have your own resources. Thus, you do not have the invisible insecurity that your plan might be destroyed because of some unexpected cause.

I should had known better. I should have but i trusted him. Maybe it is my mistake. No more. No more miss goody...