A year had passed since...

A year had passed since "A" had been nice to me...

Maybe that is why i was confused

But until this very day

I could not forgot the feelings that "A" had instilled upon me...

What was "it" at that time

I still have no idea at all

Is it just mere affection?

Or just admiration

Or something far beyond?

Till now I have no idea

All those things that "A" had done for me

I will cherish in my heart

And they will be branded there

For eternity...

Whatever that "A" felt for me

For doing such a thing

As a friend
Or as a sister

I will not not know till the end

But I do know it is not of a lover's

Still I cherish the memories of his and mine

And now a year had passed since then

By now "A" had moved on

And still I am confused

By the still moment of the past

I wanted to move on
But it is not that easy
I could not leave the burden
That is so sweet and lovely

And yet I am grateful

For all that he had done for me

Even if it is in the name of friendship

I will be content...

Thank you "A"