I remembered the MPS that we had last year. It was so much fun, but of course without the VIP that kept babbling on although he said he knew that we were famished already.
This year, it is another whole lot of a story. This year i sat with my family, excluding 2 guy juniors as we do not have the sufficient amount of people in that table. It is still the same event, maybe different in the sense that it is held in a different venue altogether, but somehow, something far beyond that has changed...
Suddenly feeling sad. Perhaps this is my last year attending this function, unless they will cut out the fees even if one do not go. But, there is a big possibilty, which is something that i am sure about.
You see, my friends are leaving college to venture out to another world outside. When this happened, i guess i will eat alone, read alone and do things alone. Everything will seems to be so lonely. I mean, i am used to eating alone as my room mates hardly eat and all, but...
Perhaps what i am today is an effect that is caused from my personality. I am not a person that can just get along with some stranger, but if there is chemistry, i will be very talkative. Recently, i kept pondering on this question. I want change but somehow i am weak in doing so...
Change... Can it be done? I wonder...
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