brainwash ar?

Is it really brainwash? Should i believe my brother? I guess I'm still indecisive on what's going on...

My maternal grandmother is very old now. 80 perhaps? well, to be honest, I don't know about her much. Now she's the only grandparent that I have; yet, I'm not close to her - I was never close to any of my grandparents...

The reason? Well, it's a rather sensitive issue, so I won't tell you. But my brother told me that it's because of the brainwash. My my, is it so? Or perhaps my reasoning is correct? That her place from mine is far away, that the transportation to go there is troublesome, that we only see each other annually, just during Chinese New Year?

I don't know, but my mind now is a puddle of glue...

She even made an oral will already. How much time do I still have? before leaving for work, my mom also told me to visit her... Hmmmm...