Monday, September 1, 2008

What is this that I am feeling?

"What is this that I am feeling?
wanting him to be there;
yet, when he's not
the loneliness seeps in the form of an unbreakable vine"

"What is this that I am feeling?
when i finally passed the barrier of the past;
yet, i ponder on the possibility
that i can see him there, still, right behind me when i turned back"

"What is this that I am feeling?
when I tried to forget him;
yet, i felt the urge to run into his arms whenever i could
if he will only let me"

"Till this day i do not understand it still;
but, what more can i do except this:
to forget, leaves and find yet another him to occupy my heart?"

The problem is: Can i?
Hopefully...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey, you got to get up from that now. You know, he's now other's one. And he won't see you as special as the one of his, you should have know it by now, no?? Gal, wake up! He's not that worthy for you. You are still young, and it's not worthy for you to keep on thinking of him. Perhaps you will find another one who are better than he is one day. Cheer up! You can do it! Anata wa dekiru saa!