Wants and needs...

Before study week begun, my lecturer, Irene told us to find scholarships before the end of this year. Well, I want to do that too, but...

We have to differenciate between wants and needs, right? As for now, scholarship is a want for me. I mean, so what if I get a scholarship, I still need to find money to support my flight and stuff like that... I saw Annie applying and I feel a gush of cold wind down my spine. Perhaps it is better that I go abroad when I can afford all the expenses? Or the hell with it. Just try to apply and if get but I still cannot go, I will just cancel it off, right? Yes, I might just do that...